Listen to your heartbeat

We saw you today kiddo.
You were so tiny and moving constantly.
You are in a shape that looks like a worm, bigger on the head and small on the tail. Ya, you have a tail. The tail will then slowly grow and change into legs.
Isn't it strange how God created us?
We can see and hear your heart beating.
It is such an amazing moment to hear you for the first time.
Your dad is so delighted to hear you. We both are.

Till we meet again

I am going to the doctor another 2 weeks from now.

And we are only going to see you again after about a month. This is such a long wait.
The first time I saw you were on the 7 of Nov. I really can't wait to see how you are doing. Doctor told us that we shall be able to hear your heartbeat by then. We are so thrill and can't wait for that.
Till we see you again, hope you have fun in mommy's womb.
Relax, swim and do what ever you want.

Love you,
Mom

Someone sweet

Your aunt Gigi from Alor Setar called to find out how you are doing again.
She has been calling very frequently to check on us. Isn't she sweet?
You must give her many big fat hugs and loads of kisses when you first meet her ok.

What you've turn me into?

I felt dizzy and nausea at work today, like I can really see the stars in front of me.
Tell me what you are doing in there as I seriously are dying to know what you are doing that are causing me to feel all these wierd feelings I'm feeling now. And what exactly you are up to that need so much food and energy that you have basically turn me into an eating machine.
I feel weak, I feel sleepy, I feel so hungry most of the time but I hate most that you make me hate all the food I'm eating now. I has always love food and 'Munching queen' is the title your dad specially gave but now seeing him putting all sort of food in his mouth just make me feel more yucky and helpless.
How can everyone eats like a cow while every single smell from the food I smell just freak me out and tickle every single nerves in my whole body.

I am basically a very weird woman now. You won't love me if you see me now as I seldom feel like speaking, if I have time I will mostly sleep for hours. That is the only one thing that have not change. But if I feel good, I will be my normal noisy self again for a while.

But I have to tell you that your dad has been such a darling during this time. He has help me thru with loads and loads of stuffs and things, house work, cooks for us, take good care of us and etc...
He deserved so much hugs and kisses from us for that :)

I will definitely not know how to go thru all these without him. Just pray that he doesn't have business trip coming up too soon. I seriously need him by our side during this phase of the pregnancy.

Can you believe I'm a mom now?

The news sort of shocked us, even though I knew we were trying but for some reason we were under the impression that it would take a longer time for us to have you.

I don't know since when you are here with me.
And now, from 6/11/06 22:30pm onwards, it is the truth and fact that you are existed here with me, you are inside me. I still could not believe the whole idea of you growing inside me.
I have always known that I wanted you.
And now, from this moment onwards, i will always have you with me in my life.
We are family. Isn't it amazing?

I cried when I got the news. I can't fight joy. I feel joy all over me. I feel so blessed.
I'm going to be a mommy soon. I'm a mama now!!

If there is only one thing i could tell you now, it will be mommy can't wait to see you... !