Putting it all behind

Mommy woke up this morning and decided that is it. I think I have had enough worries with the test result, and keep thinking whether you are going to come out alright has not make these few weeks enjoyable for both of us.

We still have so many months to go with this pregnancy. Mommy suddenly feel so sorry and wanted to apologise for being such a weak person.
How am I going to take good care of you if I am still hanging at a state where I am so vulnerable and so worry all the time? I can't go on living like this.
So, your Papa and I had a good talk and we have promised to each other again that whatever happen to you, we love you anyway. Give you up? Never!

I had Papa promise us that he will love you, love us, love this family even if it is not a perfect one coz this is what family is for. He promised without hesitating. He said he already made that promise long time ago: for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish...remember?

You still mean the world to us and you will always have us with you through out your journey of life no matter what happen to you.
This is our promise to you, with so much love...from mom & dad...

Pregnancy 101

Did you know...that it takes approximately 80,000 calories to grow a baby.

High chance a baby girl

Now at 23rd weeks, doctor said that there is a high chance you are a baby girl.
She did not 100% confirm it but she said the chances is higher as she can already see a "hamburger" from the scan.
She will confirm again once she can see a clearer view on our next visit.
So high chance you will be Renee :)

To tell you the truth, we are both still worry about the test result. How could we not? It is not an easy news to bear and since we had decided not to go for further test as a further test still can't be 100% accurate. We will still need to bear with the fact that there is a slight chance that you might be born a down for the whole term of my pregnancy until you are born.

I still cried thinking of it sometimes. Papa has always been calmer from the beginning as if he is so sure that you will be fine and perfect.
Baby, you make mommy so happy and worry sick at the same time.
If only you can just tell me you are well and normal, that will mean the world to us.

Give me a sign that you are alright could you, like maybe by giving me a super kick now...

See you in the morning

We are going in for check-up again tomorrow.
It's your 5th check-up.
We are both happy tonight and can't wait to see you and what you are doing in there.

Nite nite and see you in the morning.